Lately…

Well hello there!

It’s been over a month since I last posted, but it feels like I just blinked and here I am?

Life as a family of three (four if you count Charlie and five if you count Cosmocat, which Matt wouldn’t count) has been going well!  Lots of changes (but still lots of the same, like I mentioned the last time I checked in).  Things just generally have a really hectic feel to them right now!

I think most of that is because we are getting used to our new routine as I have gone back to work after my three month maternity leave.  I sure do miss that time at home with my little Nolie, but the transition back to work has gone really well.  Just… hectic.

Things just feel constantly busy.  Between an hour long commute both ways each day (with a little babe that is not a fan of traffic at all!- neither is his mom!), day care drop offs, getting to work, the constant pump pump pumping throughout the day, visiting the little guy at lunch, the drive home, the bedtime routine, the washing of ALL THE BOTTLES, and the pump parts, and then making dinner for ourselves… by the time 8pm rolls around we’re absolutely spent!

We’ve fine tuned this routine a bit… making lists of what needs to be done each morning (remembering the bottles and the extra clothes for daycare and the pump parts), etc. etc.  The lists help us kind of keep track of all of this chaos.  But there’s still just this overwhelming feeling of constant hectic-ness that we feel kind of all the time.  Maybe that will get better over time, as we continue to get used to our routine?  The commute takes a lot out of all of us- that’s a rough one.  Nolan doesn’t love it, we don’t love it, and it makes a long, busy day even longer.  It also makes it so that we get home, left with not much time to hangout and play with our little human!

But honestly, it IS going really well!  I swear.  (Blogs are for venting and straight up honesty, right?)  We ARE getting a routine down, albeit a busy one, and that’s okay.  Nolan is doing really really well at daycare, and we’re really happy with the place we chose.  Getting back to work has been really good- my boss and co-workers are so supportive, and having some adult interaction has been a good thing.  I miss my little man tons, but I’m fortunate that the daycare we chose (and chose in big part for this reason) is right down the street from work, and I can visit him and nurse him each day.  On Mondays he is with his Nana and Grampy, and on Fridays I’m off with him.  I love Fridays!

And he’s doing awesome!  4 months now and he’s just the happiest baby ever!  Smiling almost all the time, starting to giggle which is just the best thing ever!, allllmost ready to roll over, loving his toes and any and everything in his mouth, and generally making us feel so very blessed every day.

Life is plugging along… time sure does fly.  Here’s a few pictures of our little guy from recently…

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Thank you so much for those of you who follow along on here, and on Facebook and Instagram where I post more pics of my little guy.  Thank you for your kind words of encouragement and suggestions on all things baby- from how to make long drives with crying Nolan more bearable, when you started solids, your take on when to start sleep training, and so much more.  I appreciate all of you!

On the new norm…

Blogging on a Saturday night.  Welcome to parenthood!?

I figure if I keep waiting to write here “when I have time,” it probably won’t happen.  Evenings tend to be the only time where time is really my own anymore.  While I’m totally fine with that, most often once 8 o’clock rolls around, I’m pretty beat, and you can find me reclined on the couch dozing off watching The Bachelorette, or heading to bed early to get some shut-eye before Nolan’s first wake up of the night.  What I’m saying is, I tend not to spend time on my laptop much anymore, unless I make a point to, like tonight!

Life as we once knew it has naturally changed in a lot of ways since Nolan arrived, but in many respects, things are the same, but with a hectic, whirlwind of a twist to them.  For instance, we still go out to eat, but we have a mini human with us now, and our meals are timed around when Nolan goes to bed, or if we’re going out, dining has brought about mastering the new skill of juggling a fork in one hand, and a bouncy baby in the other.  Nolan loves to nap sweetly or chill in his car seat until exactly when our meals arrive, and then he’s all “hold me!” “love me!” “hear me cry!”

I’ve gradually gotten back into an exercise routine over the last several weeks, which is something that’s always been important to me.  Shorter, HIIT type workouts are working well for both Nolan and I.  Until recently, since he’s started his naps in the crib, this is how we’d spend a lot of my workouts…

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Other things that have remained the same, yet different, are family walks with Charlie, except now we have our mini human, who we either take along in the BOB stroller, or one of us will wear him during our stroll.

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Speaking of Charlie, she’s been SO good with Nolan.  Very protective of him, and of me, and really good with him in general.  She’s still a pup, so she gets excited and goes in for a full face lick a lot of the time, but she’s doing well!

What else?  We still enjoy our mealtime together, but one thing we do miss is cooking together. We haven’t quite mastered that yet.  Usually Matt will cook dinner while I’m nursing Nolan before bed, or I’ll prepare something while he’s out for a walk with Charlie.  Also, we eat a lot later than we used to- more an adjustment for me than for Matt, as I’m always all about my next meal, and eating late sometimes throws me off.  It’s the new norm though; I’m getting used to it!

We’ve always both been morning people, and that sure does have a new meaning now, as our little dude also loves the mornings, rising around 6AM and raring to go for the day!  That’s okay by us, as in less than a week (sniff), I go back to work, and he’ll need to be up early for us to both get out, and for me to get him to daycare on time, and myself to work!  More on my thoughts on transitioning back to work in another post…

While I’ve never been a big night owl to begin with, that’s definitely been consistent.  Once we put the little man down for sleep, we eat and clean up from dinner, I’m lucky if I can stay awake for a full Bachelor episode!  Plus, knowing you’ll be up in a few short hours after going to sleep puts a new spin on bedtime.

All in all, our lives have obviously been totally shaken up (in the best way possible), but we’ve managed to keep some semblance of what our life pre-baby used to look like, and I think that makes things seem a little more manageable when they can have the tendency to feel stressful and overwhelming at times. We’ve always known it would be important to us to try to incorporate our new addition into our lives and our routine, instead of uprooting what we’re used to completely, like not leaving the house, not going out to eat, declining invites from friends, not having company, etc.  Of course our routine is now a bit different, and putting Nolan first and making sure he’s our number one priority and fitting a new routine around him is what we do, it has taken some getting used to, but it really feels like our new norm now– our old routine and lifestyle, with some new alterations!

We’re still getting used to this new parenting thing, and some days are damn hard, while others make us feel like we’ve got things down pretty good.  It’s a process and we’ll certainly be learning every day.  For now, we’re getting used to our new version of status quo, and we’re pretty smitten with it!

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Week 24 Baby Update!

Woah!  Week 24 of having this little nugget in my belly!  Time seems to be flying by!

The week the bump finally made its debut!

The week the bump finally made its debut!

Baby Update

M&M is supposedly 8.5 inches, and 1.5 pounds!  Different apps are telling me baby is either the size of an ear of corn, an eggplant, or a large zucchini!

Weight Gain

At my last doctor’s appt. I was up 13 pounds, which my doctor says is perfect.  It’s weird seeing the number creep up each week!

Workouts

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Still been keeping up with my workouts, some weeks I get more in than others, but I’m still aiming for 4-5 workouts a week.  I’ve been taking a prenatal yoga class about once a week, and keeping up with strength training and some other pregnancy DVD’s that I’m looking forward to trying that I have on hold at the library.

Pregnancy Eats

Things I’ve been into lately: orange juice, bagels, apples with peanut butter, oranges/clementines, and Eggo waffles!  Also, chocolate, which I’ve always loved, and the affinity has only gotten stronger in pregnancy!

Symptoms

For the past couple weeks I’ve started having what I think is that round ligament pain I read about on these pregnancy websites?  Things in my lower pelvis just feel sort of “heavy”… and while I don’t really have “pain” per say, I feel a little uncomfy and sort of crampy at times. Oh, and M&M is definitely pressing on my bladder!  I’m constantly feeling the need to pee, and I feel like it’s URGENT!, and then I get to the bathroom, and I hardly have to go!  Weird.  Other than that, no other symptoms really!

Sleep

Still not awesome, but getting a little better.  I’m a back or tummy sleeper and since I’m supposed to avoid those two positions, it’s tough.  I’ve never been one to sleep on my side, so getting used to that is hard.  I’ve been using a pillow between my legs to see if that helps, and it’s a toss up.  I hear mixed reviews on the Snoogle- some people love and swear by it!  I’m not sure I have enough room in the bed for one!  With me, and Matt, and Charlie… then a huge body pillow?!  I’m not so sure that’ll work too well.

Looking Forward To…

Rugs upstairs!  Matt and my Stepdad worked on the flooring upstairs- in the nursery and our bedroom, in prep for the rugs that we ordered to be installed.  Right now we’re living on subflooring (you can see that in the picture above!), anxiously awaiting next week when the rugs come in!  Then, I’m looking forward to decorating the nursery more!  We don’t have any furniture yet, but I’ve been scouring Etsy and some other online shops for artwork and different ideas for nursery decor!  I’m excited to decorate!

Purchases

My mom and I went to Destination Maternity and I got a few pairs of jeans, some leggings, and workout capris.  Now that I’ve turned the pregnancy jean corner, I’m not sure I’ll ever want to go back?!  They’re so comfy!

Feeling…

Excited still.  A little nervous about figuring out maternity leave, and going back to work after that, but we have some time to figure that out, and I know it will all work out.

Movement

TONS!  M&M moves around like crazy!  A lot in the morning, especially if I workout and haven’t eaten yet.  Almost like baby is all, “Mom!  Hello?!  Food?  Now?”  I also feel him/her a lot mid-afternoon, evenings when I get home and I’m cooking dinner, and lying in bed before going to sleep.  I think when I’m hungry, M&M definitely moves more!  Love that Matt can feel the kicks and “pops” too, and we can see them sometimes which is creepy fun!

Anything Else

Not really!  Oh, I’ve been playing music for M&M.  I got Belly Buds for Christmas, so I like to play music on my phone and have a splitter for my headphones where I can listen at the same time as M&M!  I’ve been trying to play a few songs regularly because I’ve read that babies remember what they hear by now, and often the music we play now will soothe them once they’re born!  Lots of Joshua Radin, Bon Iver, and Van Morrison are in the rotation!

Halfway there!

Hello.

It’s me.

Heh, I couldn’t help it.  A song I was really digging at first has now, like all new songs, gotten overplayed on all the radio stations and I’m kind of sick of it!

How was your holiday?  We traveled to PA for Christmas this year, and it was a good trip, and it was also 70 degrees on Christmas?!  What in the hell…?!

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So I’m now over 20 weeks pregnant, and officially halfway there!  That seems so crazy!  The past five months have flown by!

I’m not necessarily planning on doing weekly updates here (obviously- clearly I haven’t started that from the get go), but I did want to document the halfway mark of my pregnancy and do a little update, similar to some I have followed like Sarah’s and Julie’s.

Baby Update

Baby (or M&M as we’re calling him or her) is the size of a banana!  Or, an endive!  Supposedly M&M is 10 inches and about 10.6 oz.

Weight Gain

At my 18 week Doctor’s appt., I had gained six pounds.  Two and a half weeks later and with the holidays, my home scale says I’m up a total of ten pounds.  So I’d say somewhere in the middle there.

Workouts

I’ve been continuing to workout throughout my pregnancy.  I’ve cut back on running a bit, mostly because of the cold weather and Daylight Savings and the fact that it’s so damn dark when I get home, and pretty dark and cold first thing.  I’ve been continuing with some cardio, but more sticking to strength training, and started taking a prenatal yoga class.  Where pre-pregnancy I worked out 5-6 days a week, now I’m doing about 4-5.

Pregnancy Eats

Thanks to the holidays and treats all over everywhere, my snacking hasn’t been very healthy.  My meals have been pretty good, but lots of cookies, and treats, and candy mixed in there.  I also don’t feel like I’ve been getting enough fruits and veggies the past couple of weeks, but a lot of that is due to travel, and the holidays, and laziness before the holidays.  I’ve turned over a new leaf this week, and getting back on track with clean eating (for the most part), but still allowing for some treats, because who am I to deny M&M a little treat?

I’ve been really fortunate in that I haven’t really had any food aversions, not since just a couple in the first trimester when there was a period of a couple weeks where I was wanting all things white, and carby!  Rice pilaf and macaroni and bread and saltines were go-to’s.  I wasn’t feeling chicken for a stint there, or fish, really any meat for a couple weeks, but everything is back to normal now.  I did have a little morning sickness, but was lucky- never yacked, and it really only lasted six weeks or so.  Now I’m back to normal and feeling good!

Symptoms

Not a whole lot, thankfully!  I’m feeling really good.  Less tired than several weeks ago, when come 7:30PM, I’d be dozing on the couch and not able to make it through one Netflix show (just recently got hooked on Walking Dead– NEVER thought that show would be up my ally but totally addicted).

My back has been aching a bit.  I’ve always had a bit of a back “thing,” over the years, precipitated by nothing out of the ordinary.  I could run a half marathon one day and it’s totally fine, and be doing cardio the next and it hurts for weeks.  Stretching and strength training usually help, but sometimes not.  Lately it’s been sore again, and I’m nervous that as I continue to put on weight, it might only get worse?  Trying to stick with exercise, stretching, and yoga to keep it feeling okay.

I’m currently in the awkward stage of “showing,” where I haven’t exactly popped yet, and it’s more of a “pregnant? or awkward?” situation.  Like, “has she had too many cookies?” or, “is she?”  It’s a weird stage for me.  People that know me can kind of sort of tell, but beyond that, it’s not really noticeable, and if I weren’t pregnant, my belly right now just sorta feels like… like I’m letting myself go.  I’m not in the stage that I’m excited to show off my bump with cute pregnancy clothes, more in the looking for flowy, loose tops that conceal the weirdness stage right now.  I’m just trying to go with it, and embrace the fact that this period is all normal, and a sign that my little M&M is growing bigger each day.

Sleep

Hasn’t been so awesome over the last several weeks.  I can still sleep comfortably for the most part, and still on my tummy, but I’ve been waking up pretty regularly each night around 2 or 3AM, and I’m awake for a good hour or so, my mind going and going.  Also, I’ve been having some crazy dreams!

Looking Forward To…

“Popping” and there being no question that there really is a baby in there and not just extra treats!

Purchases

I bought a few items of maternity clothing from Gap and Pink Blush Maternity on Black Friday that I’ll probably be able to bust out soon.  I’ve still been wearing all my regular clothes; some skinny jeans I just started wearing a belly band with.  Maternity clothes are SO expensive, just because they’re called “maternity?”  So I’m trying to pick a few essential things, a few fun things, and I’m fortunate that a good friend handed over a whole big bin of clothes for me to borrow, and, during the week I’m in scrubs for work, so it’s really just the weekends that I need to figure out clothes for!

Feeling…

Excited!  And just still in awe.  I can’t believe I’m actually growing a little human that will be here in the spring!

Movement

Yes!  Felt M&M move for the first time at week 19 and it was so exciting!  People kept telling me it feels like “flutters,” but I experienced it more like a “flick” or tap from the inside!  Kind of similar to popcorn in there!  I love feeling him or her move- it happens when I’m just hanging out relaxing.  Matt got to feel it (and I saw it!) for the first time this past week and that was so cool!

Anything Else

Started a registry the other day.  We walked in Babies R Us and promptly walked right out- so overwhelming in there!  Thankfully I have girlfriends who have recently registered to help in that department.  I’m also starting to look into childbirth classes and a breast-feeding class.

Did I mention how surreal this still all feels?!

Anyone else been pregnant or currently preggo and have any fun tidbits to share?

T’is the Season…

**Thank you for the kind, supportive, and congratulatory comments on my last post!  We’re so excited, and at 17 1/2 weeks with this little M&M brewing, it’s finally starting to sink in that this time next year, we’ll have a little human to take care of!  We’re thrilled and genuinely thank everyone for your sweet comments and messages!

Does anyone else feel like you blinked and all of a sudden, it’s December?  It feels like it was just the early fall and all of a sudden, here we are in December, with just over two weeks until Christmas?  I don’t know where the time goes!

The weekend before last we got our Christmas tree!  We wanted to cut down our own at a local tree farm, but we were crunched for time and instead we dished out $45 to the community house in our town for a super dry (but pretty!) tree.

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Charlie is totally unsure of what to make of a TREE, in the house…

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Even more unsure (er, embarrassed?) was how she felt in this little reindeer outfit I picked up for her when Matt was away on business last week…

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But seriously, how cute is that little embarrassed face?!

Last weekend my mom came to stay with me a night while Matt was away, and we indulged in the yummiest of Greek food, followed by a night in on the couch with a Hallmark holiday movie and M&M’s.

If I hadn’t slurped up all of this crack deliciousness in almost one sitting the week before, I would have saved some to share with her…

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The next day, we got a little crafty and my mom helped me with a project I had in mind to bring a little bit of holiday charm to our window boxes out front!

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Other than the decorations, I do still have some shopping to do, but I’m pretty excited for the holidays this year.  We’ll be traveling to Pennsylvania to visit with Matt’s family this year.  I’m excited but know I’ll also miss my family back home.  We’re doing a pre-Christmas get together which will be good, and within the next two weeks, between the two of us, we have four parties on the books!  I have a feeling January will be a month dedicated to a bit of R&R after all the holidaze craziness.  We even have a little trip (my coworker told me this is our babymoon!) planned to Puerto Rico for late January that we’re really looking forward to!

How about you?  Are you ready for the holidays?  Have you decorated?  Lots of shopping left to do?

 

A little glimpse of of an update…

Hope all my internet family and friends are doing well and enjoyed a happy Thanksgiving and are getting in the holiday spirit!  It has been a while since I’ve checked in over here, and I’m hereby vowing to change that as of now!  The truth is, life gets hectic, and there are times when I think of coming here to write, but then I think my words are a little boring, or I don’t have too much inspiration to come up with anything of too much substance.  But honestly?  The best part about having a blog has always been about the connections I’ve made with others, sharing our lives and experiences and all of us being true and genuine and authentic together.  So.  I’m going to make more of an effort to be present here.  Because it feels good!

And now for the biggest of news happening over here, I’ll share with you the little announcement we made over Thanksgiving…

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So excited to publicly share that we’ll be adding another little turkey to our family come next May!  We’re beyond thrilled and can’t wait to welcome our little M&M (a mini version of Matt and I- M&M, get it?!) in the spring!

Falling for fall…

I awoke to a distant, cool, familiar breeze on my exposed skin.  Tucked under my covers with a growing puppy at my feet and a husband to my side, I was snuggled in a warm cozy bed, and I could feel it…

Fall.

Lying there, slowing working my way out of a foggy slumber, I pulled the covers down and let the sun and breeze peak in on me.  I turned to my nightstand and turned on some music, the sweet tunes of Van Morrison filling the room.

Fall.  I could feel its presence, its hesitant, reluctant entrance in the air outside.  Autumn.  My favorite season and time of year.  I closed my eyes and contemplated the upcoming season, the wrap up of a great summer.  Later that day I would be spending the afternoon with friends, relishing the last warm days on a patio, soaking in the sun for as long as we could, the warmth on our skin.  And soon, things will begin to cool off.

The weather, the calendar.  Things will become less hectic, weekends with fewer obligations and plans.  A summer that has so effortlessly flown by, jam-packed, filled to the brim with sun and fun, heat and humidity, cocktails and patios, road races and adventures, long weekends and weddings- it will slowly fade away.  In will creep a new season.  My favorite season.

Soon we’ll be in long-sleeve shirts, an extra blanket at this time of morning.  Reflecting on new plans.  For Columbus Day and apple picking excursions.  Cider, and pies, apple crisp and hayrides.  Pumpkin flavored everything.  Red wine, pumpkin beer, butternut squash soup, and crock pot meals.  Leaves changing, and falling.  Sweaters.  Fall tones, crisp sounds and smells outside.  Wood stoves burning, football.  Thanksgiving.

Around the corner, new plans and new memories.

New possibilities.

 

 

Friday balance…

TGIF!

As I log in over here (and have to get an email reminder with my log in password), I’m reminded how quickly time flies, and how it’s been a while since I’ve spent some time here in this space.

I started this blog as an outlet, where I could visit and chat and vent and share, with like-minded people about the nitty gritty of real life happenings.  With many highs and lows of daily life, my goal has been to write about attempting to maintain a sense of all around balance in a life that can so often feel hurried, and frantic, and overwhelming at times.

Balance is important to me, and it’s funny how something that I consider such a priority is also something that can be a struggle at times.  Do you notice the same?  Things that are at the top of our list are sometimes those that we have to devote the most thought, and effort towards.

Here’s how I have been trying to maintain some balance in my daily life as of late…

  • With all the summer cookouts and excuses for beer and burgers and ice cream, I’ve made a commitment for the past twenty one days to exercise daily.

1381489_1552512508312621_2282268715550206855_n-300x300Balance is about working hard, and enjoying the little things…

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S’mores on our patio. #getinmybelly

  • We love to cook at home, and especially in the summer, grilling is one of our go-to’s.  Sometimes, on a Friday, we’d rather sit for drinks on a patio and have someone else do the cooking.  And we’re so pumped about one of our new favorite places not far from us, where we can bring our pup for dinner while dining alfresco!
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“Gimme that sangria, Mom!”

  • Summer cookouts don’t always have to be unhealthy!  Brought a little balance to the table a few weeks ago with this yummy app:
Strawberry Ricotta Bites

Strawberry Ricotta Bites

  • Reading.  I love to get lost in a good book, and with hot summer days lately, we’ve taken to cooling off in our finished basement and catching some Netflix shows.  I’m also trying to balance out the TV watching with some reading.  I feel like it’s easy to lose hours of the evening getting sucked into episode after episode of OITNB, or our new one, The Americans, but at the same time, I feel like I should be balancing things out with something more stimulating for my brain, like getting into a good book.  What are you reading now?

The bottom line is that balance isn’t always easy.  It seems like a good idea, and easy enough, but it can take some work!  It might not always look perfect, and some days will feel more balanced than others.  My goal is to try to focus on little ways to bring balance to my daily life, making small adjustments in my routine, taking the time to slow things down a bit and giving myself permission to not always having things exactly perfect.

How are you adding some balance to your life lately?

 

Tuesday Treats… the Paris Edition

I traveled to Paris just about two weeks ago now, and so many moments during my trip I found myself taking deep breaths, and really intentionally trying to take it all in, soak it all up, live truly in that moment.  My mind would wander, and I’d consciously redirect myself and remind myself that you’re in Paris; live and be in this moment, right here, right now.

I so enjoyed my trip.  The cafés, the architecture, the much less fast pace life in Paris compared to the States, specifically the East Coast, the baguettes, the macarons, the eclairs, the champagne, and wine, and new beers.  The Eiffel Tower.  Oh how I fell in love with the Eiffel Tower.  Notre Dame.  Visting Ernest Hemingway’s haunts.  Versailles.  Speaking French again.  Cappuccinos.  Croissants.  Oh my goodness, the croissants.

The whole entire trip was a treat; it truly was.  Here are just a handful of pictures and I promise to write more soon.

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Champagne on the flight over…

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Kir Royale. My new favorite drink!

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Notre Dame. The Seine. Le sigh…

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Relaxing on the lawn after biking around Versailles.

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Heaven.

Love.

Love.

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Balconies for days…

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I was obsessed with finding the best macaron. Lemon- loved the lemon.

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Found it!

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My idea of a perfect day.

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So many cafés…

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One of Hemingway’s favorites…(mine too!).

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I will always remember my morning run by the Eiffel Tower. Perfection.

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Cheers!

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What did you treat yourself to recently?  Linking up with Becky on today’s post of treats!

Things I know to be true

Ernest Hemingway once said: “write one true sentence.”

You may know of my affinity for Hemingway, and with Paris just around the corner, I was thinking of his writing and his life recently.  And then I thought of some of his most poignant quotes, which led me to thinking of things that I know, deep down, to be true.

  • I know that if I skip a run or a workout in the morning, putting if off for after work, 80% of the time I will come up with some excuse to not do it.
  • I know that I seldom can get out of Target spending less than $50.
  • I know that I have a true, legitimate addiction to chocolate.  Not just in a “oh I love chocolate and can’t get enough” kind of way, but in a way where if I have one piece, I pretty much can’t help but have two or three and unless I go cold turkey on it, I have trouble with moderation.
  • I know that every time I see cinnamon Trident gum, I will always think of my grandmother.  And smile.
  • I know that being by the ocean makes my heart happy.
  • I know that even if I’m not feeling it, a run almost always makes me feel better.
  • I know that I am terrible with directions.  I just got lost on walk with Charlie girl tonight before dinner.  And I went South instead of North on the highway the other day on the way to work.  I’m not exaggerating when I say I hands down suck at directions.
  • I know that I compare myself to others way more than I should.
  • I know that I’m far too judgey of myself.
  • I know that tequila and I do not mix.
  • I know that I can’t go more than a couple days without hearing my mom’s voice.
  • I know that I have a tendency to be all or nothing on a lot of things.
  • I know that I love a man in a blue shirt.
  • I know that I’m a morning person, but like to have the chance to sleep in and have no plans.
  • I know that I ask a lot of questions.  And that can annoy my husband sometimes, particularly.
  • I know that I have a tendency to stir the pot.  Not necessarily pick a fight, per se, but I don’t always let the small things go, and I know that I should be better about this.
  • I know that I can get sucked into YouTube videos for hours and not realize where the time went.
  • I know there’s not much better than an evening spent with my girlfriends, talking about adult things, or random things, being silly, and feeling safe knowing you’re with your people.

What about you?  What do you know to be true?